life?

from sumthing i've seen recently,
the complexity of my mind seemed too interpret life as another toy store that we used to visit during our childhood days.
once we entered the store, we would see other kids with toys that we've never had before and we would see their faces engraved with smiles that we would interpret as the fulfilment of joy and happiness.

having to have seen that, we would like to want to have the same thing as the other kids do eventhough we know that it would mislead us from other priorities like school.but still, we would strive and thrive to get the desired toy by any means necessary.

emotion is feeling?

aku...penat.

in the midst of festivities.

pegi blog nie, cite psl cuti.

ziarah blog tu, story sal cuti raye.

singgah blog nun, die nk bju raye.

all round sume dh xcited psl holz nie

esp. dak2 kolej and skool kids

sbb

dpt melepaskan tensi mereka yg tlah di-accumulated

tatkala menghadiri sesi2 akademik mahupun xtvt koQ.

pd mse nielah kite2 nie nk chill,

lpak or hang out wif family & frens b4 cramming blk for our precious studies.

bgi kmbians,

nie r mse nk wat external cas bg mereka yg rajen.

well, the others may stay at home,

tlg wat kuih/msk/shopping or wat assgnment(hahaha~as if! XP)

tp ap yg penting,

musim raye yg menjelang nie haruslah diamati se-dlm2-nyer

atas ape yg kite2 dh wat slame sebulan berpose di bulan Ramadan alMubarak nie.

itu.

sume sendiri pkir rsbb sume dh pndy, kn? :)

neway,

slamat menyambut hari raye and bgi yg knal ak

secare personally

or

thru phone jep

or

thru da Internet,

mahu ku mintak maap awal2 dlu kalo ad wat sala kt korg.

0-0 k! XD

*post menyusul*

goin back ....today? ALREADI??

let see wat i hav done so far.

-presentation agama (x sentuh pn)
-sinopsis Trem Bernama Desire (oke)
-bio notes (oke)
-chem handbook calculations (40%)
-ITGS assgnment (70%)
-Pure Math assignmet + workpoo (79%)
-bio DCP handbook (50%)
-amidosulphuric lab DCP & CE (70%)
-TOK (read) (oke..mayb.)
-english essay (oke)

mcm ley catchup.
oke.
kuatkn smgt...chaiyok2!

dare no tame ni ikite iru no?

as i go thru lyfe,
things always turned out
quite da opposite
of wat i had expected.

when i expected x/y=1
there was an exception
for the value of y mustn't be 0
if dat happens,
the equation wuldn't exist.

when one mole of akal is used to neutralise one mole of hati
the product shuld be one mole of belief and one mole of pure trust.
but,
when one mole of akal tries to neutralise three mole of hati
the product wuld turn out very, very different from before.

there's a saying,
"life's too short to be anything but happy"
well.
that depends.
now.
i feel dat da whole world juz crumbled down upon me.
but then again,
i'm 18
and
god's willing that i'm still living until today.
typing this lousy post.

god always shows dat He never leaves us alone.
but
why do we always leave Him?
we noe dat it's wrong.
but still.
we kept on doin da same thing all over again.
da same freakin routine without knowing
wat consequences dat we are goin to face ahead
on our nearly-ending journey of lyfe.

giv me space
giv me guidance
giv me ur help
giv me ur wisdom
giv me anything

i BEG u.
plis.
save me.
i'm maybe juz lyke u guys
similar.
but totally different.
bring me bck to the RIGHT path.