penah x?

penah x korg trase
sgt
sgt
sgt
......
keseorangan?

mayb around korg ad ppl
tp
stil
rse
sgt
sgt
sgt
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
empty inside.

being left out.
being ignored.
being
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
all alone.




"your entire life has been a mathematical error...a mathematical error i'm about to correct!"
- GLaDOS

cuba mencari logika di sebalik kecelaruan di balik ruangan minda

last nyte,
borak2 ngn syud b4 tdo.
xley blah,
bile ie ckp
mk bpk die dh knal ak nie.
pergh.
bnyk mulut tol r mak yam nie~





ptt r die ckp,
bile ak nk ajak die g jejln,
mak die musti trus kasik compared kalo org len yg ajak.
siap kne soal-siasat ag psl mamat2 yg len tu~
hahahaha.
lwk giler.


pastu,
berbaki beberapa hengget je dlm phone ak tu,
ak t'pk nk kol si ainna emira yg bru ku knal di dunia cyber ni~
haha.
agak menarik.
ku ingtkn suara ko lbey....
G.A.N.A.S maybe?
hahaha
sowi ainna if ur reading dis.
still smpy skang xley blah.
kiut gler sore ko~
hehehe.





terkejot gk ak~





sbb ingtkn ur character nie gns2 + gler koya
neway,
thnx r ea sbb menjwb phone call memlm bute tue.
hehe.









sumhow,
today was a LOT different.
sumhow sum1 seemed to b very2 pissed off.
ak bukn mara or anything,
juz
ckp.
jgn wat ak ttbe jdik blur + blank + pening2
sume2 tu ley wat otak ak saket taw.
xmo ckp ngn ak xpe.
but still,
consider r ak nie human.
ak bukn robot okaay~
ak still ad hati n perasaan.
salah ke?
to her,
i'm so, so very SORRY.







btw,
td ad award.
thnx missXOXO a.k.a makcik Nurul~
hahaha

- - (xtaw nk taruk title pe)

18 mei 2009-Isnin
pada ari nie, ad sambutan ari guru kt SaHor (SainsJohor) n' sebilangan batchmates Experiment5 tlah trun pdg ari tue ntuk jmpe ckgu sblum smbung studi.
mlgnye,
pd ari tu,
ak kne amek test jpj lak.
so,
x terdaya lah ak menjejakkn kaki kt kluang tue.





tp,
pengorbanan tersebut berbaloi
sbb
ak berjaya pas test tue wif flyin col0urs.
hahahaha.





19 mei 2009-Selasa
pd arinie, ak bertolak ke cheras ntuk memulakan idupku yg bru.
ceeeewaaaah~





bru la sgt.
actuali
ak kne duk ngn mak ak kt cheras for another month
sbb my dad yg duk kt muar hve to go on a 3-month course in melaka~
so,
ak kne la jdik ak bodo kt cheras nie.
ye la, sbb xtaw nk wat pe n' nk g memne~





then,
long story short,
spanjang seminggu d cnie,
akhirnya dpt gak merasa gne enset yg ad skrin berKALER beb!!
haha.
ye la.
ak x mampu nk beli2 enset gnie.
so, bile dh dpt,
jakun mmg x terkte.

se w380i - phone mode

se w380i - walkman mode

haha.
owh.
and also ak dh dpt surat mara,
thnx to my dad yg sgt2 eager nk g amek surat tue kt kolumpo nie~

my dad, ngah rest kt food court sogo~

fresh orange + iced tea O

ak dh setel cm2 bnde yg die nk.
med-checkup, copies of important docs.
skang tggl nk wat bank2 stuffs je.
hahaha.
thnx god~
alhamdulillah~

btw,
smlm g klinik.

klinik salleh kt bandar tun razak yg amat2 cozy


doctor yg chill-out + good clinic environment = GOOD SERVICE

sisa-sisa tinggalan nasi paprik yg udah ditelan oleh sekor makhluk yg kebuluran~

think dat's all je kowt.
k la.

dear bloggers n' bloggers,
hve a nice week!
hehe

sok pagi la.

engt nk post sumthing
tp...
dh mlm sgt nie.
mte pn ala2 ikan puyu dh~
hehe.





dh pk mau tdo jek.
xpe2.
sok pagi,
ak akn cbe wat gak.
chaiyok2!!! (*dlm nada ngantok~)

the wait was worth it.

so.
smlm.
dlm ak siap2 nk g uia,
ak still hve to check mara.
dpt taw lak ttbe dak2 nie ad yg dh confirm result interview dorg~
ak nie ngan cuak nyer cbe mencari link ntuk check result tue.
sabor je la.
kt official web mara xde ckp pape.
terpakse mntk link ngn dak2 nie.
dh dpt link,
page cannot be found plak~
adesssssssssss.





ak pn frust n' dh mls nk lyn page yg asyik ckp "page not found"
then, i decided that i'll wait until after da friday prayer~
alhamdulillah.
dpt gak check n' it turned out well.


so.
xtaw bile nk kne g sne.
harapnyer ley r ak struggle spt yg ak xpenah wat lgsung kt skool dlu~
hehe.





so from now on,
spe2 yg dpt g wat IB kt KMB,
jmpe korg di sne yea!

minna yoroshiku~


p/s: sowi ea dak2 experiment5, xdpt r nk dtg skola isnin nie.ak ade test jpj r on dat day~gomen ne..sbnrnye ak nk sgt g....nk jmpe one last tyme b4 smbung study n' be bz~

life on the unparallel lane.

this is maybe our neighbourhood, my dear bloggers~
hehe.

the start of something new.

hehe.
sumhow tjuk post arini cm ade klise sket ngn cite HSM.
haha.
yg xpenah tgk, wat bodo je ngn pe yg ak merepek ni~

"well. tomorrow's the day for some of us to make another step in our never ending journey. start over on a fairly blank page to make space for many things that are very much peculiar to our usual nature. it's already time for those who wants to strive for their future or maybe, just be.....great in their own unique way. for them, i give my words of encouragement as that's the only positive moral support that i'm capable of giving. good luck, everyone."


hehe.
that's my alter ego doing all the talking.
please,
don't bother wif da english.
getting a bit rusty nowadays~
actuali nk ckp sket jek~
ak sgt2 wish korg gud luck k
in anythin yg korg sdg/bakal/akan wat
slps tamatnyer cuti 5 bulan korg nie.
haha.

• yg g matrik sok, kalo jmpe dak2 skola, lgi bgos wat2 x knal.

nnt ley re-introduce diri sendirik, wat cm bru je penah jmpe.
bru besh sket kowt~

• yg g wat asasi/maktab/dll.

siap2kn r korg2 nyer docs.
jgn la nk gile wat keje last minute.
tobat2 xmo wat dh.(tp kdg2 wat jgk.haha)

• yg dpt jpa/utp/petronas/tnb/dll.

congratz r ea.
moga2 korg dpt jdik pe yg korg nk n' pegi blajo kt mne yg korg mau.

• yg xdpt pape scholar,

jgn r frust menonggeng~
buruk bebenor rupenyer kalo gtu.
it's not like if it's already the end of the world.
mayb rezeki korg bukn skang.
tu je kowt reason yg plg logik kt palaotak ak
sbb
ak taw
kwn2 ak nie
sume hebat2!


to evry1,
juz wanna say thnx
for
being
my
fren.
eventhough korg x penah nk brape prasan ak
ak pn kt skola tue dlu
bukn mesra alam sgt~
tup2
kalo ak kne kidnap pn bukn ad org prasan pn.
kn, kn, kn???

dh r.
nyte.
assalamualaikum.

slamat malam.
gud nyte.
guten nacht.
おやすみなさい.
잘 자.
ليلة جيّدة.






p/s: nie fwenship card from ajiz a.k.a apple damein. thnx yg amat ea~

award tertangguh...lgi.

this nice award came from a nice, nice blogger;
julietANNA.
thnx ea!

boleh diam x?diam.diam. eh,eh, diam.

thnx to ikhwan.
die wat ak terbukk link die.
tgk r budk utara nie.
cute yg amat~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IM_pTyW6mLA&fmt=18

eh?

when i'm shocked, i'll


when i feel sad, i'll


when i feel frustated, i'll


when i feel hated, i'll


when i feel disgusted, i'll


when i feel hopeless, i'll


when i just don't feel ryte, i'll


but, usually...









it's always like this.



i'm...annoyed.

to what extent that our helping hand can reach?

penah x korg rse.
helpless.
useless.
worthless.
n' sume2 ..less yg -ive tue.

more often than not,
casually sum1 said sumthing
to u,
bout how they're feeling today.
it's gud if it shows dat they r happy.
but.
if those feeling r translated into sad + gloomy + crying feelings,
it's hard to think up proper word to be said to him/her.
a single slip of unnecessary word
would just make it even worse.
like putting a catalyst of CuSO4 into a mixture of NaO.
(ntah btol ke x nie~)

sumtymes,
lyfe is juz
so
freaking
complicated.

have u ever eaten a donut hole?

takkan aku melampiaskan nafsu materialistik
di atas muka bumi ini.
mungkin
aku seharusnya melihat jauh dengan pancaindera hati,
bukan hanya sekadar dengan mata yg nampak tapi tetap buta.

tanah yang wujud ini
telah lama kusedari
bahawa
ianya hanya sementara.
namun.
masih aku mampu melahirkan rasa kecewa
oleh sebab perlakuanku ini
yg seakan-akan
tidak bersyukur dengan nikmat ILAHI.

ya ALLAH!
berikanlah aku peluang sekali lagi.
dalam pencarian makna hidup yg lebih bererti.
dalam melalui onak duri hidup ini.
dalam merentasi ranjau yang tidak lekang dengan pancaroba.
aku kian hari
hanya mampu
menghadap-Mu
dengan penuh rasa rendah diri.

tatkala kitab berhabukku yg kubuka
tiap baris yang kubaca
tiap huruf yang ku berikan makna.
helaian-helaiannya
kian dipenuhi
titis-titis
air
mata.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
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.
.
.
.

Kamu(umat Islam) adalah umat yang terbaik dilahirkan untuk manusia,
(kerana kamu)menyeru berbuat yang makruf dan mencegah
dari yang mungkar dan beriman kepada Allah. (03:110)

Newton's FIRST Law of Motion.

Newton's first law of motion is often stated as:

"An object at rest tends to stay at rest and an object in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force."



hm...
npe lak ttbe ak msuk bab2 physics lak nie kn~
musti korg plek.
actuali,
law nie ad sket kaitan r ngn ak.
as u all might alredi know,
mcm2 result ntuk enrol kt pusat pngajian tnggi kn dh kuar.
xkire r UPU or Matriks.
dlm2 ke-xcited-an ak nk smbung blaja,
ttbe lak rse cm brat ati nk tnggl umh nie.
dono r.
mayb sbb ak bru dpt fully duk umh bout one month jek.
dh r bnyk bazir mse kt plkn tue.



n' ak sendirik pn cm x caye
cm rse skjp jek ak dpt duk umh nie.
dh kne g kuar blk.
haishhh~
tp xpe.
nie bnde yg baek.
g menuntut ilmu.
bnyk pahala.
kne btolkn setting kt dlm kpala nie.
setting ke mode "study + lyfe bru".
hehe.
yg pnting skang,
nk kne smbung blk perjlnan ak yg dh lme sgt berenti rehat kt R&R nie.
haha.



- duk umh slame sebulan straight = mls yg AMAT2! = larger mass = bigger inertia -

ke-GILA-an yg melanda.

assalaamualaikum~
ap kabar?
haha.
neway,
1stly,
nk panjatkn kesyukuran
ke hadrat Ilahi
Allah S.W.T
-alhamdulillah-
sbb sye b'jye mndpt tmpt
di
UIAM ntuk asasi perubatan.
so,
KMJ,
sayonara k!
haha.
so skang,
tggl tggu rsult MARA jep.
hopefully
it'll turn out gud.
InsyaAllah~

then,
dlm bbrape ari yg lpas,
ak ngn produktifnyer
tlah bnyk giler meng-abeh-kn
minyk msk kt umh ak
atas nama
experimen msk-memsk.
nge33

mcm2 bnde dh ak test wat.
onion rings
scramble eggs
pergh.
mmg besh r.

so far,
knyg gk prut nie msk sendirik
tnpa diselia mk/bpk ak~
haha
yek r.
abes tu ak nk wat pe sorg2 kt umh nie spnjg dua mnggu straight~
kne r bijak m'bazir mse.

tp an.
ak cm kesian sket r
cuz
ad knalan2 yg b'kabung
sbb
upu result dorg x menepati sasaran.
but still,
LYFE MUST GO ON!!!
haha.

"If you have never eaten while crying,
you don't know what life tastes like" - Goethe