30 seconds before KMB.

so.
in a few moments moer,
i'll be taking off from home to the dreaded kmb.
geez.
rse cm dh siap kmas,
tp stil ad feeling yg sumthing's missing.
x gheti ak nk ckp cmne~

anyway,
thnx to bloggers yg membace selame nie,
(walopn ak rse cm xde je~)
to ainaa emira,
thnx 4 da wish.
reli appreciate it~

aish.
dh r xde pc t kt sne.
redha, redha asyraf oi~
bukn pnting pn.
think da big picture.
k r.
ak nk chow.
salam.

Last Day as A Student on Sains Johor Soil (Dec 4th, 2008)

chocolate anyone?

doin da same thing all over again
day after day.
nex week will be differeent.
yup.
a whole LOT different.

y even bother reading if it doesn't matter anyway~
geez.

tagging.

tag oleh hamba Allah-ainna.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
leave her behind.x sanggup nk bunuh2 org nie cm ko, ainna.haha :))

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
idop sng, hav my own family and ley jge parents ak(ey jap2.tu kire satu ke tiga?ahh.ske ak r :P)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
hahahaha.ak taw nk butt-kick spe.tp classified.muahahaha :))

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
bayar utang mk bpk.smbung studies.g beli brg2 pasar kt overc.g haji.wat company sendri.etc.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
ntah.come to think of it, i'm not even sure whether i even HAVE a besfren~hmm...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved.definitely.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ntah.xpenah nk wait2 nie.xde someone pn.juz tggu jodoh di tgn Allah.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
bior r.xde kne mngena ngn ak.even hepy for her. :D

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
hoho.actress n' actor.NOT my gf cuz ak sure musti buruk gye die berlakon~hahaha :))

10. What takes you down the fastest?
when loneliness strikes which happens quite often.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hmmm...havin a clinic wif another doct and working as a apecialist.MAYB.

12. What’s your fear?
myself.and GOD.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
hmm..kaye2 pn kalo x eppy watpe? nnt org dkat pn kdg2 for our wealth.not eppy.

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
bukak mata,tgk dh terang ke blum.kalo stil dim lgi chye matahari tue, tdo blk.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
NO.unless bile ak dh kawen.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
cm impossible jek.nie worst case scenario nie~

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yup.kne engt.ak ske engt org wat jahat kt ak.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
single.cuz i'm afraid dat my partner will easily get bored of me.haha.lame.

20.List 6 people to tag :
no one.

noob.

so.
i'm a noob.
i know.
it tends to makes me feel highly incompetent in anything.
useless.
helpless.
worthless.
dimwit.

it seems dat evry single day i go thru
i face lots and lots of encounters in new territories.
why does it hav to be now dat i learn dat lyfe is really very complicated.
it always takes me by suprise.

caring is gud, but most of da tymes....a really bad idea?
being eppy is gud, but why ppl are often in gloomy moods?
having tyme to sit back and relax is gud, but too much of rest juz makes u want to kill urself?

damn.
damn.
damn.
y do i even care?
hw in da world dat i even got involved?

geez.
will i ever be able to cope wif any of this?


"if you want to save a life, be prepared to take one in your hands." - nuthead.