noob.

so.
i'm a noob.
i know.
it tends to makes me feel highly incompetent in anything.
useless.
helpless.
worthless.
dimwit.

it seems dat evry single day i go thru
i face lots and lots of encounters in new territories.
why does it hav to be now dat i learn dat lyfe is really very complicated.
it always takes me by suprise.

caring is gud, but most of da tymes....a really bad idea?
being eppy is gud, but why ppl are often in gloomy moods?
having tyme to sit back and relax is gud, but too much of rest juz makes u want to kill urself?

damn.
damn.
damn.
y do i even care?
hw in da world dat i even got involved?

geez.
will i ever be able to cope wif any of this?


"if you want to save a life, be prepared to take one in your hands." - nuthead.