dare no tame ni ikite iru no?

as i go thru lyfe,
things always turned out
quite da opposite
of wat i had expected.

when i expected x/y=1
there was an exception
for the value of y mustn't be 0
if dat happens,
the equation wuldn't exist.

when one mole of akal is used to neutralise one mole of hati
the product shuld be one mole of belief and one mole of pure trust.
but,
when one mole of akal tries to neutralise three mole of hati
the product wuld turn out very, very different from before.

there's a saying,
"life's too short to be anything but happy"
well.
that depends.
now.
i feel dat da whole world juz crumbled down upon me.
but then again,
i'm 18
and
god's willing that i'm still living until today.
typing this lousy post.

god always shows dat He never leaves us alone.
but
why do we always leave Him?
we noe dat it's wrong.
but still.
we kept on doin da same thing all over again.
da same freakin routine without knowing
wat consequences dat we are goin to face ahead
on our nearly-ending journey of lyfe.

giv me space
giv me guidance
giv me ur help
giv me ur wisdom
giv me anything

i BEG u.
plis.
save me.
i'm maybe juz lyke u guys
similar.
but totally different.
bring me bck to the RIGHT path.